Tuesday morning I woke up as usual, took a nice shower, and saw a spider walk across my misty bathroom mirror. At this time of year they move inside to evade the cooling weather, but I enjoy the approaching fall. My week of self-kindness is proceeding as desired. I did some houseplant maintenance: picked out … Jatka lukemista Chop Wood
Kategoria: August
Dressage
Really tired and low on words today. Slept very well thanks to my new weighted blanket. It´s the heaviest I´ve ever had, and that really did something for me. I threw my old one in the trash today. Those things are hard to wash: I´ve tried, but the dustiness remained and made my skin itch, … Jatka lukemista Dressage
Trailriding
The first hour of Friday was misty, the dead up and moving in the shadows. I got myself some reindeer meat and a liter of soy milk, whistled before entering the forest, and ate and drank my dinner in the mist. I heard a fox scream. Great night. The angel said to the women, “Do … Jatka lukemista Trailriding
Jumping
Thursday was full of obstacles which I cleared without dropping any beams. I mailed the student loan forgiveness application and had a singing lesson. I have to admit there´s a twinge of spiritual sadness when I try to hit the high notes that I used to be able to sound out so clearly and angelically, … Jatka lukemista Jumping
Tilling
Early Wednesday hours I'm lying awake and thinking about the spider I saw on my hallway wall on Monday. I don't kill spiders, but they seem to be accompanied with an imaginary zinger, an evolutionary echo telling the naked ape to be careful. Maybe I'm just seeing shit that isn't there, because the light I … Jatka lukemista Tilling
Arena
Tuesday evening. Feeling pretty tired from all the exercise lately, but happy that the instructor said that I have talent at Krav Maga yesterday... Or maybe he wasn´t talking to me and I misunderstood, but I felt good and happy in my body anyway. I feel like that type of exercise adds really nice balance … Jatka lukemista Arena
Kill Pen
Late Sunday evening fear descended onto me like the angel of Death, and I perceived it, and let it. I laid down on my bed naked, knowing I'd eventually get up and shower, but first I had no choice but to shiver the tension out of my body. It's gotten strong, but it's quite mortal. … Jatka lukemista Kill Pen
Fifth Weapon: The Nadir of The Basest Desires
Saturday evening was nice and quiet: I went aqua jogging and cleaned the chinchilla cages and gave Timo, whose tail is still to return back to its full bushiness, a new wicker platform to play with and to rest on. Enrichment is very important for any animal, humans included, and so is social interaction, of … Jatka lukemista Fifth Weapon: The Nadir of The Basest Desires
Sincere
Saturday afternoon, another volunteering gig done, eating salmon, preparing to hit the pool. My mind is calm and serene like a dog sleeping on a sun-spot on the wooden floor. Wind in the trees outside, the scent of sea and rowan berries ripening. Remnants of salt in my fur, my throat pleasantly sore from a … Jatka lukemista Sincere
Thankful
On Thursday evening I did my budgeting for the rest of this month, and bought myself a little fluorite unicorn head effigy to have something to easily connect me with Amdusias after his week will be over. I've loved unicorns ever since I was a child, dove. They are noble beasts, ferocious when threatened, but … Jatka lukemista Thankful
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