The curtains of Sunday opened with a trashing of rain and a rumble of thunder. With my body heavy and numb I intended to get up and move the AC unit safe from the inevitable lightning, but sleep kept taking me over and over again until I heard two sharp knocks at my door. I … Jatka lukemista Prayerkey →

Saturday Noon. I am feeling the after-effects of our last nights' flight on my mind and my body, and they could not have come on a worse day, as today I was planning to write the student loan pardoning appeal, but I can hardly string two words together. I got scary news last night, my … Jatka lukemista Treasurechested →

Have you ever been on an aeroplane? Isn´t it strange that at one point in history, for the average median income Westerner, flying abroad for a holiday once or twice a year was considered completely normal. Nowadays we are supposed to mind our carbon footprint, and yet I can watch the metal birds fly past … Jatka lukemista Cloudline →

00:00Wednesday changed everything, but the birth of this letter had been going on since Monday, so please, please, please grin and bear it for just one more rough night of nuclear meltdown prose, my dove. This is the lowest point, and from here on I'll work hard to get us towards the Goldilocks zone of … Jatka lukemista Depthgains →

Early Monday hours, peace and contentment in my heart. A full year has passed since I rode Ilmari, the rust-red horse, and existed in a quantum superposition between becoming a birthing father and remaining childless. I still have the fertility clinic appointment coming up on the eighth of August, and I can smell the apples … Jatka lukemista Juneblood →